Hi all!
From my part, I can say that if you are new, stay in the "maybe". Question everything until you find something that works for you. Not necisserily question to be cynical or doubtful, but for the sake of gaining information.
It may take a year, two or a lifetime, but never give up on aspiring to Higher things. Spirituality is only a part of who you are and if your Spirituality dictates that you perform miracles in the lives of others, then do it only if you feel comfortable with what you are doing. Life is about Joy and Joy is a connection to Well-Being. Well-Being is a direct flood from Source. En-Joy it!
Love 'n Light & Abundance,
Nico