i was also one of the ones always carefull and scared of these things, (must admit) still am on certain subjects...
but im opening up,,,,,,,,and my mother actually started with the american indians, went to sweatlodges, i have not gone yet, would love to, and then i opened a shop close to mystical, and made friends with them, and bought my first deck and smudge popsicle and and and.........
im very interested, but also scared of opening doors thats meant to be kept closed.