What part time business do you have?  We have three business and is a partner in another and believe you me it keeps you busy busy busy.  It is always interesting to hear what people can make money of and every now and then you find someone that makes a fortune out of it.  (I want to be one of those)

There it is again that patience thing which I absulotly suck at. (Seems I am not the only one)  The breakful will come when your spiritual guides decided that you are ready not when you feel you are.  While you meditating you might ask them what road you must take in order to reach your goal faster. 

My nephew died this weekend and you start asking all the questions again about being on the right path and if you are ready or still scared of death.  Your souls lesson on this trip and loads more.

I must admit for years I was affaid of dying back in the days when I was a Christian.  You always get told that you have to be good enought to go to heaven and then there is also the scribture that say that only a certain amount of men will ever be allowed into the gates of heaven.  So yes for a Christian it is a very scary thing dying, but as a pagan it is a whole new ball game.  You realize that there isn't a hell and that all people who dies get received whith open and loving arms, that the choices you made on this earth counts for something and you are the one that decides what lessons you will learn.  As a Christian you get told that everything in you life is already planned, so what happened if you made the wrong choice and lets say killed someone isn't it Gods will because your life is already planned and you are just a puppet on a string that he screws with?

How can they still believe that one day we will raise like zombies to reposes our old bodies, isn't that the ultamed joke for someone who was born as a shimese twin or died of very old age will they then have to spend etternity in an old and broken body?